At this point, I just need someone to tell me it’s a bad idea and that it’s really not for me. I mean, it consistently presents itself in my head as a plausible, sometimes even desirable possibility for me. But I feel like it’s just too late to make such a drastic change of course and I know my parents wouldn’t support that decision; regardless of what I decide, I’ll always regret what I didn’t do.
oh welp.

